Thursday, November 29, 2012

you and your memories engulf me no matter where I am or what I am doing. Every single thing I do reminds me of you in one or the other way.
Went for shopping and was immediately transported back to the time when we used to go shopping together.. went to a movie and immediately started relating ourselves to the protagonists, just like we used to do with every movie we watched.. went to hotel for dinner and started remembering how we used to eat together in a single plate.. Was driving back home and started thinking about all the times I picked you from your place and dropped you at your place and all the fun we had on roads.. Saw a couple and immediately your picture came in mind and I said to myself, once upon a time we used to hang out together too.. went to bed and immediately checked my cell with a hope that you must have called or left me a text.. I know that's totally stupid of me to do so, especially after so long a time, but.............

though we aren't together anymore, you always accompany me every single place I go.. a bitch!

read more - I miss you.... Hell, I still love you...!

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Past and future only exist in our mind. The present moment, though, is outside of time, it's Eternity. In India, they use the word 'karma' for lack of any better term. But it's a concept rarely given proper explanation. It isn't what you did in the past that will affect the present. It's what you do in the present that will redeem your past and there by change the future.
- Paulo Coelho.

Friday, November 23, 2012

3000 pageviews!

Well, it seems that I am maintaining good readership on my other blog. Not great, but, good. Touched 1000 pageviews on September 14 and 2000 pageviews on October 16. And yesterday, on November 22, my other blog crossed a total of 3000 pageviews!

And the post which I published yesterday was, "The so called free speech" where for the first time I wrote about politics on my blog. The arrest of Shaheen for a status update on the bandh on the day of the death of Bal T. started a chain of thoughts which I promptly penned down!

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Dog's action inspired a chain-of-thoughts :)

Today, I saw a dog chasing a lady dog (bit**) on a main road. The female seem to be running and the male was pursuing and biting as and when he got a chance. The funniest thing was, the female was just playing around. She was running not because she didn't want 'it' but because she derived more pleasure in making him run for 'it' than he getting 'it' easily.
For once, it reminded me of PDA and I felt pity for them that they couldn't get a room.

On second thoughts, I concluded something. I am never pursuing someone. NEVER!
Someone wants me to run back of them, they are bound to be disappointed. Even if I terribly want to be with them, I am not going to force them or pursue them.

Whatever the reason, whether they want me to pursue them just for their 'psychotic pleasure' or they want me to pursue them to show that I really really want them, I don't care. Someone who wants me in their life is never going to make me run back of them.
Or if they say that they will accept me in their lives only when I pursue them, then......... 'Good-bye!'

Seems a silly and passing thought at first, but on the second thoughts, it is actually my basic principle of life. It also is my 'direct message' or an 'open letter' to all those friends who ceased to be my friends just because they expected me to pursue them.

Bon Jour! :) [Have a good day!]

P.S - Did you read my latest post? "Don't know why people fall in love? I'm never following in love...!" If yes and if you liked it, share it with your friends. If no, then what are you waiting for? Go, read now! :)